*NEW

So i’m definately knew to this scene. My interests are just about everything. Specifically, poetry, art, cute stuff, music, and self improvement. I’ve been living with my boyfriend slash fiance for about five months now. I am so in love with him. I just got a new job. Which, I had been begging, debating, and arguing for. Which, I would have never done before. Yet, the thought of sitting at home for like ever without anything. Seemed useless and difficult to manage. I’m learning a few things. Forrest has been trying to uplift my personal beliefs about myself. Whenever I say something bad about myself he says “dont talk to my fiance like that”. Which I <3. He’s got me actually believing that i’m not broken from all of the ish that I have been through. I talk about God a lot. I definately believe that I need him. I wouldn’t be where I am today without him. Basically, I have come lightyears from the mess that I was. My emotional anatomy has been the pitfall of my life. The constructs of believing in something that isn’t there is deduced to how far you’re willing to go for what is real and what is not real. In the meantime I am reading a textbook from my world religions class! I’m trying to learn it before I prepare to rejourney back into the school world. Which I am anxiious and totally unprepared for. But, it’s only because I believe that I have something more to offer this world. That sums up these past months.